And I don’t know if I observed it, but saw that was positive attention. “ I knew I wanted to be funny and I wanted people to focus on me in that sense.
It was almost like I was split in half, I was this obedient kid who was always trying to do everything right but I had all these feelings I wasn’t allowed to be in touch with.
“I have to go inside myself and find out how I feel about something, take the risk, put it out there, use the audience as a way to collaborate and get to the real meat of it and edit it and work on it,” she said.
She realizes that much is at stake, as a small mistake can be costly.
They didn’t have any money and were working 70-hour weeks and stressed out of their minds.